MEET THE HEROES OF THE TRANSFORMATION

This is a forum where readers of my book, The Transformation, can discuss past lives and other related subjects with forty of the individuals whose inspirational stories are featured in the book.

Almost everyone I wrote about in The Transformation has offered to be a part of this forum. I hope that you’ll enjoy this unique opportunity to talk directly to these amazing people, and that their insights and personal experiences will help you to better understand yourself and the impact your many past lives have had on you.

I am also available to answer questions about past lives or The Transformation. And, though I can’t offer readings or discuss matters of a personal nature in this forum, I'll check in regularly to offer Transformation-related observations.


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Name: Alicia
Fear: Death
In her most recent past life, Alicia was a young Norwegian man who died of hypothermia after a night of drinking. In this life, the fear of death has manifested as a severe reaction to cold. Until she healed the fear, Alicia’s body temperature would drop significantly, especially at night.           
Name: Janelle
Fear: Death
Several hundred years ago, Janelle was a young man, lynched after being falsely accused of having poisoned his wife and child in their home in Virginia. Until she discovered what happened in that incarnation, her present life had been ruled by her irrational fear of being poisoned.
Name: Valerie
Fear: Authority
Valerie was once a mother of two in a town in England’s West Country. When the neighbors began shunning her, she knew her safety was in jeopardy. Her execution for sorcery has haunted her soul for centuries until it was healed when she uncovered the details of her terrifying past-life ordeal.
Name: Meredith
Fear: Authority
When Meredith told her husband she’d have a heart attack if she was ever imprisoned, she didn’t know that was exactly what happened to her as a young architect named Federico, over a hundred years ago in Spain. Meredith’s support of the underdog is a direct result of that traumatic death.     
Name: Ava
Fear: Loss
Ava was a Russian male named Nikolai, the elder of two brothers who died attempting to escape from a Soviet gulag in Siberia. In this life, Ava’s connection to Viktor, the man who was once her brother, has been one in which the motivation of cooperation impels them to support one another through life’s challenges.
Name: Brian
Fear: Loss
As Viktor, one of the two brothers who died during their escape from a Soviet gulag, Brian learned what it was like to experience the spiritually devastating loss of a soulmate. In this life, he came into the same soul’s world when she was just 15, to be there to support her on her life’s journey.  
Name: Lillian
Fear: Loss
As a rugged male named Boris, Lillian had a life that ended in imprisonment and torture when the young soldier disappointed the prince who once worshiped him. In this life, the process of healing has led Lillian to seek out the company of kindred spirits; people who share her interests and values.
Name: Ariana
Fear: Inferiority
Ariana is learning to stand up for herself as a result of healing a past life in which she was Axel, a young German boy raised by a father who destroyed his model ships in a drunken rage. After being falsely accused of stealing a wallet, Axel hanged himself in a prison cell, terrified of how his father might react to his arrest.
Name: Karen
Fear: Inferiority
Since overcoming the effects of a life of abuse that ended with her death in childbirth over a century ago in Prague, Karen has learned to exercise her motivation of self-determination. Four months after leaving her unhappy marriage, she found the soulmate whose search for her began two decades earlier.
Name: Suzanne
Fear: Inferiority
One of Suzanne’s most recent past lives was as a spinster in Dundee, Scotland, in which she allowed her father’s strict control over her to destroy her only two relationships. After exploring that past life, Suzanne has learned powerful lessons in manifesting her own destiny.
Name: Julia
Fear: Betrayal
Julia’s life as Emile, a court entertainer to the French prince, came to a tragic end when his lover falsely accused him of treason. The impact of that life has resulted in severe handwriting problems for Julia in this lifetime, and the awareness that behaving honorably is a “hidden agreement between souls.”
Name: Ruth
Fear: Betrayal
For Ruth, the terrible injustices she underwent as a slave in the American South motivated her to become a crusader for fairness in the criminal justice system. After her son was arrested for drug offenses, his mistreatment reminded her of the time when she was unfairly treated and had no one to stand up for her.
Name: Nila
Fear: Failure
In a recent past life, Nila was Manuel, a five-year-old Mexican boy who drank a toxic chemical to avoid being returned to his mentally ill mother. In this life, Nila has overcome a big fear from that life around decision-making, and a chemical sensitivity that would cause her throat to close up without warning.
Name: Elizabeth
Fear: Failure
In a past life in London, Elizabeth was a boy named James, whose parents took him to a doctor hoping to find relief for his migraines. The operation was botched, and James spent the last years of his life in a mental hospital. Now, after overcoming her lifelong fear of Failure, Elizabeth has opened up to her true potential.
Name: Isabella
Fear: Intimacy
Isabella was once a male teacher, named Henry, whose mother was mysteriously murdered. When his bride discovered his blasphemous diaries, it led to his disgrace, and the deep emotional pain of separation. As an adult movie star, Isabella is now overcoming the impact of that life in preparation for true intimacy.
Name: Katherine
Fear: Intimacy
Katherine was once a Victorian actress named Ellen. After losing her two children in infancy, she became an alcoholic prostitute, eventually dying from a fall in her home. Katherine’s fear of Intimacy suffered a major trigger in this life when a group of girlfriends betrayed her most intimate secrets.
Name: Erica
Fear: Intimacy
Erica’s fear of Intimacy was created many centuries ago in Spain where, as a girl named Maria, she was raped and accused of sorcery by the local miller. In this life, the fear of Intimacy was triggered by having to find someone she could trust to make a decision that might involve withdrawing life support.
Name: Emily
Fear: Self Expression
In a life in Russia, Emily was a boy named Dmitri who was forced to masquerade as his deceased sister. When he revealed his secret, it led to the break up of the family. Now, Emily is learning to overcome her fear of self-expression to speak up for herself, and to develop her talent as a poet.
Name: Sabina
Fear: Self Expression
Sabina’s life as Bernard, an outspoken French priest who supported the Huguenots, ended in torture and death. In this life, Sabina has overcome a learning disorder, as well as a fear of self-expression that would cause her throat to close up when she was called upon to speak.
Name: Brenda
Fear: Powerlessness
Brenda was a French man named Claude, who fell foul of a Revolutionary court, and was thrown into a pitch-black dungeon. All her life, Brenda had suffered from problems like unexplained itching and difficulty losing weight, until she discovered they were directly related to her traumatic imprisonment and death.
Name: Amber
Fear: Powerlessness
Amber was an early-American Colonist named Samuel, who died of hypothermia in prison where he faced charges of blasphemy. In this life, Amber has been learning important lessons in self-empowerment, as well as experiencing a direct resonance: a sudden and terrifying drop in body temperature.
Name: Jessica
Fear: Powerlessness
Jessica had a dream in which she was executed by firing squad. She turned out to have been a leading Spanish educationalist named Francisco Ferrer y Guardia, founder of the radical Modern School. In this life, Jessica’s psychic abilities caused her to announce her brother’s death a day before it happened.
Name: Sophia
Fear: Powerlessness
Sophia’s lives as a nurse in WW1, and later, as a Chinese hospital orderly who died of cancer, have combined with a very strong motivation of empowerment to make her a powerful force for preventive health care. She has developed many programs, such as one that offers free mammograms for people with no means.
Name: Victoria & Kimberly
Fear: Powerlessness
When Kimberley was in kindergarten she would continually run away from home.  She once ended a fight with her mother, Victoria, with the words, “You can’t tell me what to do—I used to be your mom!” Now Victoria is helping her daughter deal with her past-life fear, as well as guiding her through the challenging teenage years.
Name: Claire
Fear: Death
Claire was a British infantry soldier, killed in the D-Day Landings of June 1944. The last thing she heard, as her soul left her body, was the sound of German voices. Understanding what happened in that moment has helped Claire to understand her strong aversion to the German language, and find peace with who she is.
Name: Grace
Fear: Death
As a child, Grace was terrified in the presence of large men. Everything made sense when she discovered she’d had a life in World War 1, in which she’d been a young Belgian boy who was humiliated, and eventually beaten to death, by two huge German soldiers in a lonely farmhouse.
Name: Camille
Fear: Death
Camille had a short and tragic life as a young Moravian girl who was traumatized after being raped by Prussian troops. In this life, she has found herself karmically drawn to support victims of war through organizations, like the International Rescue Committee, who help refugees.
Name: Pam
Fear: Death
Memories of Pam’s past life experiences of trial and execution have surfaced in this life as a phobia of Judgment, and its most common symptom, a fear of public speaking. After identifying, then learning to annihilate the fear, she went through a baptism of fire when she spoke for four hours in front of an audience of 140.
Name: Alicia
Fear: Death
Alicia’s second past life here was one in which she was a Lebanese teenager named Hassin, whose attempts to leave a Parisian street gang led to judgment and violent death. The phobia of judgment surfaced in this life when Alicia’s boss was indicted on numerous felony counts and she was called before a grand jury.
Name: Milena
Fear: Rejection
For Milena’s grandson, the effects of a past-life fear of rejection, and abandonment by his mother in this life, surfaced when he rolled a car after drinking with his buddies. When Milena assured him she wasn’t going to disown him over the incident, he kept asking, “You really love me that much?”
Name: Kelsey
Fear: Rejection
Kelsey’s solitary death in childbirth in Russia caused her soul to shut down her reproductive system so she’d never undergo such loneliness again. She was told she’d never have children, but just three weeks after uncovering her past life, she knew she was pregnant. Kelsey is now the mother of a beautiful baby girl.
Name: Laura
Fear: Rejection
After she stopped a friend who’d suffered rejection from killing herself, Laura realized something karmic was going on. It turned out she was healing the rejection and the loneliness she underwent as Karl, a boy in wartime Dresden, who lost his entire family when the city was firebombed.
Name: Jaquie
Fear: Rejection
Jacquie was a student named Rupert who was thrown out of Oxford University at the end of the 19th Century after a prank went wrong. Abandoned by his fiancée, he descended into alcoholism, dying from a bee sting. The theme of abandonment has continued into this life, as Jacquie has been the one forced to do the rejecting.
Name: Christine
Fear: Rejection
In a Medieval monastery, Christine was a monk named Edmund, who was rejected by his fellow brothers when he developed smallpox, and left to die alone of hypothermia. Exploring this past life explained Christine’s fear of angry men, the cause of chronic skin issues, and why she’s always hated the cold.
Name: Kayla
Fear: Rejection
In her recent past, Kayla was an Australian soldier who died in battle somewhere in Europe, feeling abandoned by his comrades, his superiors and his country. The events of that life have taught Kayla the importance of being a uniter; organizing events that bring people together.
Name: Karen
Fear: Rejection
Karen appears for a second time in The Transformation in a story in which the now deceased man who once abused her visited her in a dream asking, “How do you forgive someone who has done something terrible to you?” Recognizing that he, too, was a victim of abuse allowed her to release all her anger towards him.
Name: Martin
Fear: Rejection
In a past life, Martin abandoned his daughter when she became pregnant. In this life he chose to have a relationship with the same soul for the opportunity to balance the karmic debt. Unfortunately, when she needed him he wasn’t there for her and that second “abandonment” led to her violent rejection of him.
Name: India
In this life, India Arie is a Grammy Award-winning singer whose soul is undergoing the shift from Stage Three to Stage Four Consciousness. By her example, she is guiding others on the path to Transformation as she fulfills her mission to spread love, healing, and peace through the power of words and music.
Name: Susan
In her work as a hospice social worker, Susan James helps souls make the transition between this plane and the next. As she puts it, “It’s like being a midwife at the end of life.” Offering comfort to the dying is a spiritual act that will leave a positive karmic legacy beyond this current lifetime.
Name: Ainslie MacLeod
In his current life, Ainslie MacLeod is a psychic guide, whose research has led him to discover a system for identifying and overcoming the fears, phobias, blocks, and limiting beliefs that stem from prior incarnations. He considers it an honor to have had the opportunity to meet and work with the Heroes of the Transformation.

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Ainslie